fels is me!

u are happy when I'm unhappy

2011-04-14T04:01:00.002+08:00

I dun understand why is it so difficult for 2 person that is in a relationship to be honest.
why mus one rush through their food and hurry to bed.
why mus one tolerate all the nonsense the other give?
why mus one loves to drink to get drunk?
why one can be so insensitive?
why there isn't anyone there when someone needs a shoulder?
why human are so selfish?

I hate ranting.

2011-04-10T06:16:00.002+08:00

finally today, i kinda like moved on?
like.. i can finally leave my current work place and go in to a brand new line..
change a job or something..

as much as i would love to stay, i find that, i am too old for this kind of life.
i want to be normal.. have a day job..
work in the morning.. ends in the evening..
come back home to cook, laze around, watch some tv or something.

talking abt cooking, i had this craziest idea.
take up cooking lessons!
i love to cook.. but my kitchen and surroundings does not allow me to do so.

i was planning to buy lots of pots and pans and stock up at guy's or my house.
but on second thoughts. it might jus be my typical 3 minutes phase thingy.

struggle struggle. damn.
i think i should jus make do with whatever i have.
note to self: bug aunt for the recipe for my favourite soup.

the day after my last day shall be the day that i cook!
i will whip up a sumptuous and makes him happy.
3 dish 1 soup. here i come~~

2011-04-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

hate u! omg!

i wonder what was the last time i've watched a movie.
was it Gulliver's Travel or was it No Strings Attached?

movie is like so our thing! damn it.

yes. i want to watch movie. i shall go back, download and watch till my eye balls pop out.

i hate working. i should be out at this hour. fml.

work. life. relationship.

2011-04-01T07:42:00.002+08:00

in life. u cannot have the best of both world.

i love my current job. love working with my colleagues. my superiors.
but. I should really take into consideration in my future.
maybe.. it is really time for a change.

I'm feeling fat. I felt that I should visit a doctor or something.
I think I'm suffering from bulimia. I should visit a doctor real soon.

time for bed and stop being so emo.
brain needs some rest too.

peace out! nites world.

2011-03-30T01:58:00.003+08:00

i'm like so freaking damn bored.
neck hurts. back hurts. maybe it doesn't hurt. i guess it's all in my mind.
i'm hallucinating. omg! i am really bored.

finally did what i'm supposed to do.
went to bank and far east.
shall update my to-do list.

gonna pack my room after work. hopefully i can clear the boxes.
it is so like a store room now.

i have finally deleted all the old posts. time to start anew.
after all, no one actually reads my blog.
so who cares. i jus needed a place to write. to scream.

maybe i should lock this up. hmm.